A Pause for Beauty:
An Artist’s Journal
Determining The Identity Of Any Person
Thomas Merton was a Trappist monk, poet, and author. He wrote several books and countless articles on spirituality and religion (both Christian and Buddhist), politics, and literature.
In one (My Argument With the Gestapo), published after his death in 1968, Merton hunts for his inner self in the bombed out sections of London and occupied France, and avoids the Nazis by going right into their midst. Later he is interrogated by British Intelligence:
“If you want to identify me,” he says to the British officers who are questioning him, "ask me not where I live, or what I like to eat, or how I comb my hair, but ask me what I think I am living for, in detail, and ask me what I think is keeping me from living fully for the thing I want to live for. Between these two answers, you can determine the identity of any person. The better answer he has, the more of a person he is… I am all the time trying to make out the answer as I go on living. I live out the answer to my two questions myself and the answers may not be complete, even when my life is ended I may go on working out the answer for a long time after my death, but at least it will be resolved, and there will be no further question, for with God's mercy I shall possess not only the answer but the reality that the answer was about.” (The officer rolls his eyes in despair.)
Journaling Questions:
What are you living for?
What do you want to live for?
What is keeping you from living fully for what you want to live for?
How would you describe your creative work?
If your creative work was everything you think it could be, how differently would you describe it?
What is keeping you from creating that potential?
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You can find the other posts to the 2022 Pause for Beauty here.